let's run the improbability drive

I made a mistake and I played against the same guy I played yesterday. I lost 13k , here are the hands:

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172914 I don't know what can I put him on, in this one I called and I lost. I'm not folding second pair with draw on 1/4 pot to stack ratio and he check raises turns with draws as well.

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172930

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172931

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172934

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172939

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172942

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172946

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172949

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172956

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172959




This was not the only HU I played today, there is another HU game and also some 6 max

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172973

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172985

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172994

I know his calling range in this one, so I thought I had the best hand 90% of the time. I hit my pair on turn unfortunately
http://www.pokerhand.org/?5172996

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5173006



I played a short 6 max table, there was an action giving guy so I was lucky I had two big hands against him:

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5173009
http://www.pokerhand.org/?5173016

Besides facing the top range of everyone, I am 30 k down in equity this month so far, I don't know why I am playing poker or if I will continue to do so...